an arguement with an angel

you insolent pup life did not begin this evening
you had 35 years to steel yourself
35 years of bad choices
you fell away from life
hid behind that camera of yours and those drawings and called them a life
a series of collected snapshots of other people
drawings of whores and stolen moments
and you have the audacity to question what is the meaning of life
nothing... there is no meaning...
you have freedoms that some would kill for and here you stand petrified
the door is open there is nothing standing in your way
go out and grab it put not a lens or canvass before you
take not your shields
experience what there is to this HIS gift to humanity

you arrogant sod
would you be so open had you not been trapped there for hundreds of years
you his chosen, you his army, his guides and teachers
judge me not for when the time comes
he will
loved have i in my fashion, bled for causes not my own
picked up shield and sword in ways that now have reach that you should have had
make no more jest of me
i pause now for clearer vision for which ever road i take i take it only once

Once? HA...once... you foolish myopic man
we walk in circles until we deal with all we need
and then we walk them again
a variable changed here and there the pieces almost them same but more complex
you walk them once...
I have been around since the dawn of time
i have seen you fools squander it all. for what?
men do not learn... we fight for your souls
and still you do not learn

laugh at me... you are the one who has been fighting for something you do not believe in
locked in that eternal struggle and then ask me what have i learned